Ryann'dra Auspaztic.
17 & old :X
gloomybear = sexxxx
i lost my way, i lost my way
while skipping down the yellow brick road
i lost my way [puff the magic dragon :O]
electro yourself, baybeh
anti-violence; say no to plastic bags!!!
they don't deserve you, anyways
♥♥♥

life is but a dream.
so true.
today i saw a friend cry her eyes out.
it hurt.
ALOT.
it hurt me.
not just her
but it hurt me too.
to think that we're now in the same situation.
i'm immensely confused and ticked off and appalled
i mean
what is a relationship?
what is it, really?
do people have to be this way after they break up?
is there no chance to justify yourself to make things clear so we can move on?
is there even a necessity to move on?
is it okay to blurt spiteful words to someone who's hurt?
how is it good to laugh at someone who's crushed inside?
to me, it's no better than laughing at a crippled dog who got ran over by a car
HOW IS THAT FUNNY?!
is it right to ignore a cry for help?
is it right to be oblivious for the need to justify what has been done?
is it politically correct to even scream your lungs out in frustration when nothing goes your way?
i'm telling you, my friend, that i stand on the neutral side
or you could say im hurting my butt sitting in the fence
whichever way it is, it still hurts
i love you both but.. sighs.. this is for the both of you i guess :S
its not much
and its corny
but its what i can see from where i stand:

aligned along the walls of agony
where love seems unreal
CAN YOU HEAR HER HEART BREAKING? she said,
fully aware of the emptiness in herself
she sheds a tear and sobs uncontrollably
her present state reflecting only a fraction of how she really feels
is there anyone who can stop her pain?
or is there anyone who can stop the laughter?

his head swirled to decide
which was best for the both of them
his heart breaking and aching with every thump against his ribcage
IS THIS LOVE? he asked,
longing for a definite answer to put his mind at ease
cryin silently into the night
as tears soak into his pillow
reminding him of the unpredictable future up ahead

ryann fucking sucks