Monday, September 22, 2008
gah

MY CARPARK
MY INDUSTRIAL HAVEN
today was another day well spent
on cringing at all the crazy comments made by creepy despo people
had a nice 2hr-ish period out w 1.5 of my girlfies [Adith's half guy]
and everything i want done is slowly being put into place
i WILL get my stupid step-corset piercing
and my crazy purple hair
someone killed my carpark again
they moulded a LOVE HEART in CANDLE WAX, okay?
SO not cool

yeah i editted it abit so you could see it
what is love exactly?
is it the desperation for attention from someone who's eye candy to you?
is it the need for power and persuasion over someone who "loves" you back?
or is it the worst excuse and the most horrible lie used to get into someone's pants?
is it a mere cliche that entangles us in things beyond our understanding
then again
is it something real?
is it something genuine that makes us care for another?
it's weird, you know
when i saw this little "foreign contaminant" [quote Wall-E]
Cubicles by MCR ran through my mind
i mean i don't even CARE bout MCR
so WHY of all things CUBICLES?!
i'd photocopy all the things that we could be,
if you took the time to notice me,
but you can't now,
i don't blame you,
and it's not your fault that no-one ever does,
and you don't work here anymore,
it's just a vacant 3by4,
and they might fill your place,
a temporary stand in for your face
the song means so much to me
i wish I wrote it
it's like I wrote it
it understands
in a way or 2
i'm sick of life and all it's complications, requirements, hatred..
then again i could never be more satisfied to know that i'm blessed with friends
and i'm learning not to be jealous
i'm sick of the friends that leave
and i couldn't be more contented with the new friends i have now
talking to Joshie now :D
swear him n Vimmie are the SWEETEST anarchists around!
"we are the young and oppressed'
so vague yet so true in so many different ways
but life goes on, i guess
life is just weird
istillmissyou<3:x
5:56 PM