Ryann'dra Auspaztic.
17 & old :X
gloomybear = sexxxx
i lost my way, i lost my way
while skipping down the yellow brick road
i lost my way [puff the magic dragon :O]
electro yourself, baybeh
anti-violence; say no to plastic bags!!!
they don't deserve you, anyways
♥♥♥

life is so blatant and BORING
i've lost the mood to study
and if you paid me $50 to commit suicide rite now
i'd most likely do it
it's like life lost its meaning all over again
i was just thinking
and wondering
and pondering..
how is it possible that you can mean everything to someone
and then over a period of time you're nothing
all over again
is it that hard to find meaning in life?
or is it just there in front of me, waiting for me to notice?
life is such a BITCH
one moment you think you've figured everything out about it
and then it just rips everything of in seconds
i'm so fucking pissed and bored and sick and tired
at the fact
that everyday is the fucking same
i HATE MY FUCKING LIFE
AND I HOPE IT BURNS AND DIES
I'M SICK OF BEING TRAPPED AT HOME
I'M SICK OF BEING BROKE
I'M SICK OF EVERYTHING
i just wish i could fucking thrash something right now
what happened to all the people who promised the world?
what happened to all the people who said i mattered?
i want my side piercings SO BAD
AND I WANT THEM FUCKING NOW
fuck the idiots who gave me false hopes and friendship
WE ALL DIE ALONE
MISERABLY AND UTTERLY ALONE, YOU HEAR ME?!