i miss the Royal Show

the Chairoplanes

i've only been on it once

i was 9

and i was so scared i closed my eyes

but now i want a chairoplane ride

because i want to forget

i want to stop feeling empty

and for once i actually want to be apathetic

what is it that i feel?

it feels so weird

like my heart's being bounded and gagged

or perhaps kidnapped

i hate this feeling

it makes me want to rip my goddamned heart out and chew on it

god forbid.. it's physics tomorrow

i lost my drive

fuck it

fuck it

fuck it

i'm still confused

not over physics

but how i feel about you

Adith
Ami:3
CassieannBestayyyy!<3
Christa :)
Col!
Joe
Marzipan:)
Sammie!
Shun An!!
Suba
TitiTata :)
Mira
Irsyad


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