Thursday, November 6, 2008
post 78: hmmm weird

i have the sudden urge to ride a ferris wheel
not the high-tech one at Marina Bay
more the rickety ones at carnivals
or sit on one of those rides that make people scream
i remember i sat in one of those
and i screamed "OH FUCK! WE'RE GONNA DIE! WE'RE GONNA FUCKING DIE!" over and over for the first 5 mins
and then i just sat ther n shut up and thought "this is getting boring"
i want to ride a scary ride
so i can forget whatever i want to forget
you know what else i found out?
people are in their most vulnerable state when they are insecure and in love
they're so fragile
but once they fall and recover, they're better in a way, i guess
your looooooooove is a rayyyyyyyyyyyayayayzorblaaaaaaayde kiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisssssssssssssssssssss
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