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Ryann'dra Auspaztic.
17 & old :X
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i lost my way, i lost my way
while skipping down the yellow brick road
i lost my way [puff the magic dragon :O]
electro yourself, baybeh
anti-violence; say no to plastic bags!!!
they don't deserve you, anyways
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Monday, June 29, 2009
post 222: ke-BLEARGH

i remember spending time at my carpark, drawing with chalk on the bitumen. about how i felt. it's funny because it would rain on the exact night i drew my stupid chalk drawings on the hot floor.

sometimes i wonder if people can hold on to their lies for long. whether people are worth thinking about. because, like the wind, friends come and go. they're like fine grains of sand. have too many and you find them slipping away. and all that's left are the ones that stick to the palm of your hand. lesser than the ones you used to have but you know they're there. you can feel that they're there. enough talk about sand. i miss shisha-ing. even though i went shisha-ing today. i want to go again. i want to taste that sweetness that tickles the tip of my tongue. the inability to think or feel sane for a moment. that sense of bravery and courage. and most importantly, the temporary ability to actually forget. to forget whatever's been going on. and i hate what's going on. i don't know why i'm kinda letting my heart out in a blog post but i just feel the need to, yknow? i feel hurt and at the same time thankful. for family and partial understanding. for friends and an unlimited supply of hugs and love. well, i guess i should stop thinking. but it's hard because it seems that im always thinking. about stupid things. i want shisha. i know i know. you can't drink or shisha your troubles away. but hey. we're all gonna die and then we're in deep shit. i miss the burn, i miss the sting of a blade running across my stupid skin. where troubles, hurt, anger and frustrations weren't limited to paper and the fucking bitumen. somewhere permanent (maybe) and something portable. a reminder. of what you pulled through. its funny how even though it's been a yr, i can't really forget.. you?
KEBLEARGH!

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