here we go again.
Ryann'dra Auspaztic.
17 & old :X
gloomybear = sexxxx
i lost my way, i lost my way
while skipping down the yellow brick road
i lost my way [puff the magic dragon :O]
electro yourself,
anti-violence; say no to plastic bags!!!
they don't deserve you, anyways
Friday, July 31, 2009
post 239: it can't get any worse than this!
the fact is that sometimes we forget who we really are and what things really mean.
6:33 PM
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
post 238: we like, we like to gather just not too close, too close
fact is that we always were statistics to the rest of the world
numbers, we were born with a number
and we will die as a number
that adds to the death toll
no matter how hard we try to make an impact on the world
or leave a mark, or carve a name..
we're all just statistics.
we mean nothing, to be honest.
to look at it in a narrow perspective.
fame will forever be temporary.
and we'll never really know who we are
or who someone else is.
ever..?
9:02 PM
Monday, July 27, 2009
post 237: how do you stay sane when the sun's in your eye and your fingers are frozen to the bone?
knn!
3:49 PM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
post 236: fatigue, fatigue, fatigue
is it the pills that make me feel the way i do?
or is it the fatigue and the lack of sleep?
i am, i have become so weak.
and sometimes i wonder,
what is it that makes me the way i am?
cemented to the bed, i am
well, soon, at least
and then it's so long and goodnight
like whatshisface said, in that song
Prozac Prozac i think i need to go on Prozac
feeling like a zombie never killed no-one
ha ha FUCKING ha, okay?
much?
bleargh to that
GOODBYE
hahahahhaha
12:52 AM
Monday, July 20, 2009
post 235: noise and noise and people make noise and people make noises when they're sick
i love Invader Zim(-ay)
12:14 PM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
post 234: conformity is just another way that says that you don't have a goddamned spine
fallacy, fallacy, it's been a long time
since i have not heard from you, deceitful bitch
you are a lie, like all your cousins, siblings
you plague me in your different forms
vivacious, ferocious, manipulative, you are in your dealings
surreal, you are so surreal
the way you contort, distort, and extort
you are, you are invincible
happiness is but a luxury,
which you, apparently, invest in
a trump card, with which you do so seduce
the weak, the strong and all in-between
and when you've led them far enough
like lost sailors to a siren's song
you smite them with your scythe
remorselessly, apathetically you break them
you are but a form of lust
eternal and brilliant, in all your infamy
more complex than any mere inhuman form
interdum ego iustus volo morior
12:11 AM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
post 233: silence..?
doesn't everyone secretly want everyone else to shut up and listen? but how does that work since noone really listens anyway? i'm just lucky that i actually have someone to lean on, instead of hollow insecure stand-ins that are prepared to leave when you come crashing down.
we will always find ways to stop ourselves from feeling the way we do about life in general, since we all know it sucks and always will suck. denial never worked for long, optimism never got anyone anywhere and happiness never really existed.
so shut the fuck up, you happy-go-lucky faggots. you're too busy searching for rainbows up in the goddamned clouds to realise what the fuck is really going on. or how you're actually hurting people that you used to, and apparently, care for.
funny how we're still affected by things that are happening miles away, isn't it?
12:47 AM
post 232: Sanguines
i miss the Sanguines. i miss Shen. i miss Shun An. i miss Aravind. i miss Rasyidah. i miss Suba. and Corey too. i miss the Sanguines. i miss Shen. i miss Shun An. i miss Aravind. i miss Rasyidah. i miss Suba. and Corey too. i miss the Sanguines. i miss Shen. i miss Shun An. i miss Aravind. i miss Rasyidah. i miss Suba. and Corey too. i miss the Sanguines. i miss Shen. i miss Shun An. i miss Aravind. i miss Rasyidah. i miss Suba. and Corey too. i miss the Sanguines. i miss Shen. i miss Shun An. i miss Aravind. i miss Rasyidah. i miss Suba. and Corey too. i miss the Sanguines. i miss Shen. i miss Shun An. i miss Aravind. i miss Rasyidah. i miss Suba. and Corey too. i miss the Sanguines. i miss Shen. i miss Shun An. i miss Aravind. i miss Rasyidah. i miss Suba. and Corey too. i miss the Sanguines. i miss Shen. i miss Shun An. i miss Aravind. i miss Rasyidah. i miss Suba. and Corey too. i miss the Sanguines. i miss Shen. i miss Shun An. i miss Aravind. i miss Rasyidah. i miss Suba. and 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12:43 AM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
post 231: cassie :(
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12:07 AM
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
post 230: nights spent being an insomniac
is it the guilt that keeps you from your slumber, bitch?
or is it your annoyance at the fact that i want to punch you square in the face
that stops you from sleeping?
you goddamned hypocrites, sleeping so soundly in the night
it's a wonder how any attention is paid for your 2c worth of opinions
i can taste the failure on your tongue
oh the fucking irony
in the end we all get what we deserve
and words were always less than words to you
they held no meaning to you and your limited ability to see things straight
we never appreciate what we have until it's gone
but you never saw that, it was always about you
so before you go back to your web in the corner
and prepare to spin a storm of all your lies
think about what you're doing
and don't try to form anymore pitiful stories
because we all live and die alone
for each his own, you asshole
people stop caring once your shit continues
goddamn it, i hate you so much right now.
i just hope you go burn somewhere in the depths of hell.
that stops you from sleeping?
you goddamned hypocrites, sleeping so soundly in the night
it's a wonder how any attention is paid for your 2c worth of opinions
i can taste the failure on your tongue
oh the fucking irony
in the end we all get what we deserve
and words were always less than words to you
they held no meaning to you and your limited ability to see things straight
we never appreciate what we have until it's gone
but you never saw that, it was always about you
so before you go back to your web in the corner
and prepare to spin a storm of all your lies
think about what you're doing
and don't try to form anymore pitiful stories
because we all live and die alone
for each his own, you asshole
people stop caring once your shit continues
goddamn it, i hate you so much right now.
i just hope you go burn somewhere in the depths of hell.
11:40 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
P.S. post 229: white sheets in the sun burn your eyes
my sister collects chip packets.
WTFH.
and i miss bestie Cassie
11:31 AM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
post 229: you are the epitome of my despair
now THAT is what you call unconditional love. I WANT A GLOOMY BEAR!10:33 PM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
post 228: beautiful ruin
the confusion is killing
10:10 PM
post 227: good as dead..?
it's not my fault that i have insomnia. because i can't sleep.
i feel shitty
i'm sorry Cassie :'(
2:54 AM
Monday, July 6, 2009
post 226: wtfh
life's just a complete bitch when you try and stop fighting, and then you say something about something else and then someone else comes along and tries pick a fight with you, claiming that you want to fight. o.o to think that you actually knew me. whatever.
12:05 PM
Friday, July 3, 2009
post 225: words retain their power
words will always retain their power. people, fail to keep up to their words.
the only thing's that's comforting is the fact that we are all going to die.
2:01 AM
Thursday, July 2, 2009
post 224: 15th move. to perth?
everyone's going to die. soon. just wait.
3:13 AM
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